Thursday, March 5, 2009

i always look for you.

i get in the passenger seat, and i stare out the window. everything looks like it should, but the more i look west, the more i find nothing. my head hurts. nothing makes sense anymore. sleeplessness vs. insomnia and my lack of wanting, my lack of waiting, my lack at direction. i feel like i've lost everything and nothing all at once, and it's confusing. i don't know what road to take, i don't know where to go. not now, not anymore. you're ruining me. know that.

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