bewildered.

it seems i've got more heart than i can even bother admitting too. my mind stretches far greater than these tiny arms ever will. i can't escape this constant circle. these brass-bound walls. i'm a risk not worth taking, a hollow girl with too much to prove. a tiny girl with two clenched fist, a map; mapped out with so much wrong direction. i need something tangible. i need to find my citadel, rather than the solitude i've been sinking in for so long. i need to swim. i am so bewildered. i don't know where i'm going, where i've been, or even where i'll end up, but i'll find my place in this world when i get there.