waking up scares me too. it means i have to deal with everything that's holding my chest down... but things will get better and soon enough we're going to want to be alive even when we're not asleep... because guess what? we deserve to be happy. anyway, erica, i looove you and i really think we should talk more... and another thing, you're the one who introducted me to lydia and now i am obsessed. soooo obsessed.
(click the photo stream above for myspace) hi. i'm erica jean holmes, twenty-one years young, and as hell bound as they come. i am only half the mess you think i am. i am only half the mess you take me for. i hardly sleep at night. my tiny hands and feet take turns, always being cold. composed "souly" of words, comma splices, metaphors, and run on sentences. flawed. grammatically incorrect, and i like it that way. nothing about me is anywhere near perfect and it's appealing. i'm alive again, my heart is whole again, and i'm going to be alright. i'm a very small person in a very big world, and that's okay, because i was born to word it well.
2 comments:
get more coffee! don't be scared.
a new day is a new life.
waking up scares me too. it means i have to deal with everything that's holding my chest down... but things will get better and soon enough we're going to want to be alive even when we're not asleep... because guess what? we deserve to be happy. anyway, erica, i looove you and i really think we should talk more... and another thing, you're the one who introducted me to lydia and now i am obsessed. soooo obsessed.
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